Wednesday, September 24, 2014

i am cunt

we've dulled ourselves out in order to process the information that has been deemed priority by corporations media and societal law/mores in general.our evolution brought us here as we slowly disconnected from our higher consciousness. so we are unable to perceive what is actually important even if we have that small inkling our whole lives that something isn't right, something is off here. nothing is real, Lennon said that and it sneaks up on you, that feeling. like you aren't really here right now you're somewhere else yet at the same moment you are tied to this physical body. and like a true feline i remain half in half out of this realm. always feeling tilted slightly to the left. getting strange vibes from people like they're artificial or robotic,( sometimes i see someone and i know they've been here many times and are aware of it. you can see it in their eyes and the odd glow that surrounds them, sometimes in color but mostly a bright lemon/white light.) having vivid dreams of the future and waking visions of the past, which makes sense to me now knowing that time doesn't happen on a line, its all occurring at the same instance. so something is holding me here, my earthly desires...but what holds us all here i think is the same thing that can allow us to rise; love. we want it but we don't realize that we are made of love and we create love with every breath.i think the trickle of love and light we have lapping down until it penetrates our hearts is so slow and low on the priority list. money power status family having it and having this and that and i want i need mine mine mine. material possessions, egotistical achievements, sociological barriers all put in place (by us,our choice to be selfish and want what we want and letting ego reign, its our responsibility because there is no god)to keep us in the cycle circles and circles, over and over draining our essence until we all die. and what happens when there is no consciousness left in a body when it does? nothing to move on nothing to be born again nothing left to keep evolving and you WILL turn to dust and after the energy of your physical body(battery) disperses into the cosmos as mere particles that will be eaten and used by enzymes and bacteria to fuel them, what of us? void, abyss, nothingness...

we're all doomed....

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